Yeahhhh... It's Rewind time... for 2024

Assalamualaikum Warrahmatullahi Wabarakatuh

Postingan ini berbahasa inggris, kamu mungkin butuh Google Translate atau DeepL :/, dan ya, ini bakal menjadi post yang penuh dengan teks, jadi mohon maklum :)

Good Morning, Afternoon, Evening, well, this is the recap of 2024, i hope that viewer understand what happened in this year, my journey, and uh... i have trouble of communication so, please allow me to express this year in english.

This year is... i think... complicated, yeah, the continuation about youtube, my page of ancrek, refreshing the logo, and keep sharing about my thought about anything..., i feel i can put all of my mind into this blog, so i willing to improve the website and make more blogging content rather than my youtube channel, because making youtube videos need to edit, rendering, quality check, and i have no time for live streaming like my young age, and for the 2nd time, i changed the ancrek logo, growing from just "Anime Crack" video, into content creator gaming, and now personal blogging, well, time flies so fast...

First Ancrek is from 2017, that edit of anime to make funny thing, like dubbing with context, or just repetitive editing, sound boosting, i think you know about MeguminimeCrack, the "Kuat Iman/Lemah Iman" thingy still making laugh of the viewer, and i started to make first anime crack, i still remember the anime that i make into crack is "Yuru Yuri". well i post it on youtube, but since i shift into content creator gaming, i archive it.

I make the anime crack thingy is like 4 videos, and i interact with community, and do a collaboration video, for best achievement what i get is i can get into Anime Crack Rewind Indonesia 2017, and yeah, that is the last time i got into the collaboration.

I have a friend, his channel is AraTomato in the later of day, he is my motivation of making my youtube channel, he give me an advice about changing my first logo that look like another channel into the 2nd logo, and i follow his advice, and i can make 2nd logo, well it still imitate counter-strike logo, the change is in the middle of 2nd logo is silhouette of chara of yuru yuri character, that is yui, the coolest chara in that anime, and we still friend until separated on Palu Tsunami and Earthquake on 2018...

Rest in peace, AraTomato

Well, time must go on...
Back into 2024, what is new in this site, well i recap it on this time. here we go

1. I open a blog for the first time
   Well this is my shifting into blogging, rather than making youtube videos, i need to focus on what next, not wasting time at live streaming, and do i most like to do
2. Helping my friend to complete their app
   Well, this is not on my list of portfolio because this work isn't a formal things, but i learn much from it, newer techstack, newer library that i must learn for adaptation for newer tech stack.
3. Logo Change
   Logo represent identity, well, in that newest logo, i combine the letter A with N, and Crek into it, and i add some shining effect that i hope i can inspire others from what i do, and i still represent the silhouette in background logo, because of legacy from the old logo.
4. More add a content into my blog and active into it
   Many things happened on my life, like i try new tech stack such as ReactJS, resolving conflict, new tips and trick for blogging, kotlin, and some rewind of Skript, the 'scripting' language i learn for Minecraft Server Management, then make a tutorial about it, for newer generation.
   I also can do more tutorial at this moment, but i write it at night so i've been tired first before i write.
5. Try to make my dream happen, Relix Craft Network, a minecraft server, but...
   Recently, i've tried to make a minecraft server, the basic theme is survival, real survival that you can drop the inventory if you dead, i've tried the local test, that i post on my social media account, i've tried to make a form feedback to it, but, yeah, 0 respondent.
   uh, well i didn't put it on my instagram, but i put it on game, since i need a valid reason for me to continue this project or not, uh...
   Since it has 0 respondent, it mean I Can't Continue this Relix Craft Network Minecraft Project, but yeah. i still save my server for local development, like skript about adding some custom enchantment, tycoon thingy or whatever i like.
6. 2nd Try of seeking job at BUMN, and New Challenge to seeking job at CPNS
   at BUMN, I have achieve new level, to complete 2nd test (english and learning agility test) but i failed in rankings.
   at CPNS, I embolden myself to apply at KLHK as Pranata Komputer, but i failed in first test (SKD) rankings too..
   i think this isn't a good moment for me...
7. I've trying to apply a job for a first time in private company
   Later, i've been worried so much in this, because of lack of communication i have, i'm worrying so much, but i never know what i'm worrying about, i have skill that company need, my friend also say that i'm capable of this, but i don't know, i've been worried so much, and then for the first time, i apply into that, i've been interviewed also, but i think i didn't show or explained it properly, well, it's up to their company to decide, i should try more best next time if i didn't meet their requirement...

So... What next in 2025?, i should try more apply a job in private company, learning from my mistakes, conquer of my fear, and i think i should try again to apply at next BUMN recruitment, and next CPNS recruitment. my age getting old, because most of private company age requirement in my lovely country are mostly 25 y.o.

Well, i need someone that can hug me properly, cared me properly, and fixed all of my mistakes, all of my friend has been married, and of course, i can't ask my friend going with me to go to local coffee shops 'Warkop' to share my thought and their thought, because they has a new assignment or other activity into that, to raise their family, making their family happy, of course i can't interrupt theirs, so... yeah, i hope their family is getting happy and can continue their journey.

For the last time, i hope i apologize to everyone, online friend or IRL friend, that maybe i being disappointed at it, maybe i being useless, maybe i being too mellow, maybe i being too much talk but no action, maybe i being too shy, maybe i being stupid, so i hope you all can accept my apology...

Uh.. i think that's all about my 2024, i just want you, a viewer or reader happy. thank you so much for you to read my post, i hope we can do better next year

Wassalamualaikum Warrahmatullahi Wabarakatuh